I'm sitting at Barnes and Nobel on the floor in some back room by a bunch of calendars. BLAH. All the seats in this building are taken. That's okay though, I've always kind of preferred sitting on the floor.
Not a lot has happened recently, but some things have, so I'm going to put this in list form, because I slept horribly last night and woke up in a funk and just don't feel like doing it any other way:
1. I got a car. (: It's a 2005 Honda Accord, and it is perfect. The more I drive it, the more I like it. It has 4 doors, a sun roof, a huge trunk, 90,000 miles, and it's mine all mine. (: Rach has been bugging me to name it, but I'm so afraid I'll name it something I'll want to change in a week. This is why I should never have children.
2. Barnes and Nobel has become my sanctuary. Especially now that I can drive here myself. Rach leaves for work around 12:15 every day, and I have nothing to do for 4 hours. And considering I don't have enough money to go out to lunch or shopping or anything, I come to B&N and read. It breaks my heart, not having a concrete schedule. I end up feeling depressed and bored most of the time. It's so hard to meet people. I don't know what to do. :(
3. At least I've kind of been journaling lately. I can't wait to have money for books and stickers and clothes again. My bosses from F21 are not kind people. I don't fit in there. At all. I want to work HERE, where nobody will judge me for wearing a tshirt and not accessorizing. :/ It's not a good fit. I want to quit. BUT THEN THERE'S RENT.
i feel awful, im going to go read. <3
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